The Billy Charles Journey Continues...

It's been a while since I sat in front of my computer and shared my thoughts with you all. I have been in kind of a rut for the last few months. What has changed for me you may ask? Leading up to my fortieth birthday I was going  through a lot personally ( too young for a mid life crisis? ) including my mother having a stroke ( happy to report she is on the road to recovery thankfully ) . I was also recording a song that I wrote and getting prepared to release it on my birthday ....prior to that,  and during this time ,  I was already feeling a change or a shift in my interests anyway in my  life regarding career overall.
I began to contemplate what is it that will fulfill me and bring me joy? Am I satisfied with what I am doing?
Is talking about  The Real Housewives  weekly and interviewing  Reality Stars really helping anyone?
 Everyone goes through ups and downs ....when you are a creative person you always feel a void if you are not creating and you have to stay busy.
I think I fell more off track after releasing and promoting my song which took up most of my free time and with holding a full time job my website and other things I was doing got pushed to the way side ( interviews etc)  Although in retrospect that may have been intentional.
 It has been a little over a year and I have accomplished a lot in a short period of time that I am proud of and have met many amazing  ( and not so amazing ) people that I otherwise wouldn't have. I am not sure where I am headed in the future and I am still struggling with what it is that I want to do. Using my voice for positive change is one area that really interests me and where my heart lies. How this will manifest remains to be seen as it still is not clear to me. I feel the need to be introspective and do some  soul searching... I will only be active on the blog when I am really moved to share content and will not be posting content just to satisfy a quota or to  " stay relevant " . I hope you will stay with me on my journey as I have enjoyed getting to know many of you and I always love connecting with people and exchanging ideas and opinions. This is all I have been inspired to write at this point and I will reveal my thoughts as they reveal themselves to me. Wishing you all the best Xx Billy Charles @BillyCharlesNY