I began to contemplate what is it that will fulfill me and bring me joy? Am I satisfied with what I am doing?
Is talking about The Real Housewives weekly and interviewing Reality Stars really helping anyone?
Everyone goes through ups and downs ....when you are a creative person you always feel a void if you are not creating and you have to stay busy.
I think I fell more off track after releasing and promoting my song which took up most of my free time and with holding a full time job my website and other things I was doing got pushed to the way side ( interviews etc) Although in retrospect that may have been intentional.
It has been a little over a year and I have accomplished a lot in a short period of time that I am proud of and have met many amazing ( and not so amazing ) people that I otherwise wouldn't have. I am not sure where I am headed in the future and I am still struggling with what it is that I want to do. Using my voice for positive change is one area that really interests me and where my heart lies. How this will manifest remains to be seen as it still is not clear to me. I feel the need to be introspective and do some soul searching... I will only be active on the blog when I am really moved to share content and will not be posting content just to satisfy a quota or to " stay relevant " . I hope you will stay with me on my journey as I have enjoyed getting to know many of you and I always love connecting with people and exchanging ideas and opinions. This is all I have been inspired to write at this point and I will reveal my thoughts as they reveal themselves to me. Wishing you all the best Xx Billy Charles @BillyCharlesNY
